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Mon, 01 Jun 2009 23:28:00 -0400

I've totally updated and changed my site ... Look out for more to come ... :)

Second book ...

Fri, 29 May 2009 06:09:13 -0400

Thank you for being patient ... I have published my second book and it can be found at my lulu store front. ... Feel free to check that out ... CLICK HERE ...

I have updated my front page so I hope you find the new video's to be interesting. Thanks!

Hi !!!

Thu, 06 Nov 2008 17:56:49 -0500

Be sure to check out my blog Journal at livejournal.com ...

http://divinitymyst4u.livejournal.com/

I'm usually there. As here I post only about my literature. Thanks!

Some Thoughts ...

Thu, 11 Sep 2008 15:45:39 -0400

Greetings! I finally get to post something, after so long ... Ha! It has been a long while and since I got some time now to do it, I decided to share some thoughts!

Though, I can't go into expressing it with with a really long post, I guess I share it in the best way I can. (semi long post) For now, I want to say that I still am working on my second book! It is going to be better than the first one. I want to add that, my first book that I have published is only about my life from childhood up to age 26. From age 26 and on to these past fews years I have been going through a lot. Though my book seems or even sounds depressing, it is only because I had it really rough, but that is not a bad thing. Because, I got through it and I am a better person because of it! ... And I am not ashamed to express all that I had went through and what I am going through. No one is alone in this world, and I want everyone to know it and if I have to publish my deepest and darkest and most terrible moments I had went through to express that, than so be it!

I promise that my second book will be more inspiring, happy and divine! Because in this book, I have expressed a lot of poetry that is magical, mystical, fantasy, love, and happiness. Poems that could fascinate and open a person up to a whole new reality. I truly wanted to express an open way of thinking to broaden humanity's way of thinking. There is no such thing as crazy or insane. One, creates their own reality! Who are we to judge? Fek, there are people out there fighting over the dumbest things and one is going to tell me that I need help?

The greatest help ever is seeking happiness and if that works out for you to better yourself and your life, than by all means, go with it. ... I am going to tell you that I have opened myself up to a lot of things, that people have restricted themselves to, and do you know? I have found an unlimited type of life style. A life where there are no boundries and where seeing is believing because, I see and feel with my heart. The brain of a human and the mind of the spirit are 2 different things. Believe it!

I honestly believe that the human-being can grow and mature to become a deity type of being. I honestly believe that! Look at how much we can advance, spiritually !!! The learning never ends and quite honestly the learning never ends for higher beings also.

A form of intelligence never stops learning and growing. There is Eternity in what will never end. Everything in unity, grows with each other! From the highest of high, to the lowest of the lowest and all the surrounds us ...

I have taken it upon myself to look outside the box. I encourage everyone to!

I have to be honest ... Yes, it will take me my whole life to learn who I am and where I came from and where I am going. But, I love it and I am happy about it. It is my whole life's mission to do it. Anyone with me on this quest? Hey, you might learn something too! Oh, lets say ... About yourself as well? ... I believe it!

Ever heard the phrase; "That idea sounds so crazy, it just might work!" ... Uh huh! Try thinking differently, it may just work out for you!

I am rambling on ... I want to say so much more! But for now, I am going to say this ...

I promise to make every book that I publish more and more interesting and better than the last! Though, I am not ready to publish it outside of my storefront with LuLu.com! Someday in the future, I just may take it further !!! Till now, I am certain that I am confident enough to inspire and awaken at least a few out there ...

I am glad for those who have been by my side and those who have helped guide me through the worst as well as the best. I thank them for it! There is no wrong or right answer ... Just, go with it and learn! Keep growing! There is nothing wrong with that!

"Knowledge is power and a gift. Knowledge is only evil when it is abused! Keep that knowledge as a gift and do right by it and the power is in your hands!" ... Quoted by me!

Spread the knowledge and do right by it and I promise the greatest powers and happiness will come back unto you.

Do not damn those who've done you wrong, but bless them and many blessings will come back unto you ...

In the end you will see ... There is no need for war, death or even hatred. You will see that in the end, it will be the greatest beginning ever ...

"Your life is in your hands, do well by it or be lost in a well of sorrows that will only bring you emptiness and hell, that you put yourself into" ...

All my thoughts from me to you ... Yes, these are deep thoughts but are mine.

Be well, and much happiness unto you ....

Hello!!!

Sun, 06 Apr 2008 10:49:18 -0400

Greetings! I apologize for not updating in such a long time. A lot of life changes has occurred for me, but good ones! I have been through a series of events and no matter what they were, it has only made me stronger! I have learned that there is not any satisfaction in being envious or greedy, not that I am but I have learned that others have. I must say; I know my inner beauty and I am beautiful and the reasons others see that also, is because I truly let it shine through me. Life is wonderful and my mother has been so good to me! I have discovered new grounds, with the pleasure to sink my feet into good soil and to bathe in the light of love with my "True" family ... My blood family! ... Nothing could ever compare! I have posted this to speak out in devotions to love in a passionate way! Because, I went long enough downing myself and my life, when in fact I have realized that I am truly wonderful and I love my life! My family has shown me that they are here for me whenever I need them, that is even in the bad times! Because when things get bad, that's when people's true intentions show and their true colors show! ... I want to give a special thanks to my best friends, Vicky, Chris and Leonard, and any of my new friends as well as many others I have not mentioned! As well as my "true family"!!! They have been through a lot with me, and have guided and protected me. They never shunned me out of their life, nor ever was afraid to be in mine! They are not ashamed of me and they've helped me see my inner beauty! They've helped me to be strong and see me through situations! They've let me be free in my life, because that is what living is all about ... Being free!!!! They never downed me nor made me feel like a lower form of being! These people accept me, my appearance and never wish for to change me to someone or something I am not. But, to enhance me to becoming who I truly am!

My hero, is my future self! That is the type of person I desire to live up to be and to become!

In life, I have realized that my mother has done alot for me out of love! Her actions and words have been out of true devotions to love and expressing happiness! None other could ever compare to my mother's love! My grandmother expressed it best! She expressed happiness and made it known that "it" exists! I see my happiness through those who show me happiness! I see my love in those that express true love to me! .

There are those I have had to say goodbye to! I respect that and I am sorry I was not "good enough" to have in your life! I am sorry I made decisions that may of not been good enough for me, but proved to be good enough for me! I am sorry you could not handle the type of person I am! I am sorry you was always ashamed of me and who I am! Well, I am happy I am away from you and not in your life! Then I won't have to torture you with my existence! I am truly saying, I always had loved you and I share my forgiveness with you! I am letting go and moving on! You'll never hear nor see me again! Just know that I have the greatest happiness that I almost let people take away from me, until I stood up for what I truly want! !!!!!

I don't live for hatred! I live for love! I desire to share with this world a true happiness and a heavenly love that truthfully comes from within me! I with hold a beauty, love and a heavenly happiness that NOT ANYONE can take from me!

A proper mother should instinctly know and and understand that one should not involve their children in adult affairs. A true mother is one with true intentions to devoting herself to all forms of love in her words and actions. I am deeply devoted to love and being in-love with portraying pure and heavenly happiness the world desires. Humanity lives to learn. ... I learn from humanity! ...And my mom and grandmother has shown me this deeply!

If it is one thing i have learned is that my grandmother never complained, nor put anyone down! She was the perfect example of being "family orientated" & a true angel! All loved her because,she was a true loving & honest person! She proved that happiness exists and portrayed it! She never was greedy nor selfish! She was the most intelligent person i knew!
People who can't do that nor have the courage to, prove to be ::: Those type of people have mental issues, emotional disturbances, and & it physically is a turn down to the human race!
to those who actually see me as worth it enough to not feel ashamed to know me, it is you i trust and love!

I wish the whole world would share what my mother and grandmother shared with others!

It sickens me that there are those out there that are determined to be hateful, greedy, & selfish idiots who think they can ruin my life just because they are not right in there lives nor with themselves!

Anyway, I am venting! I felt the need to express this! As I have not had the chance to elaborate on my life and myself for such a long time! I have moved on in my life and I don't wish harm unto anyone, nor do I wish to Steal anyone's identities! I have learned that there are those out there that have such an identity problem that they don't even see their own beauty and their own identity! Everyone has an inner beauty, you just got to find it and let it shine! In any event, I rock the cam and I totally put the beauty in beautiful! I admit, I am a model in my own way and a lover of posing! Ha ha! !!!!

In any event, I am still working on my next book !!! I am unsure as to when I'll have it published, but I will have it published! As well as any of my future books, that I intend on publishing. Not anyone can stop me! I shall be the type of author I have always dreamed to be!

I intend on traveling and I'd love to travel to Paris, Italy, Egypt, Ireland, London and hopefully to Vegas one day soon! I am quite curious about Oregon! It will take years of saving money, but truly worth it! I have a set of goals that I am meeting up to! I intend to succeed in all of them! I have my whole life to live and a lifetime to live it! I am truly thankful for who I am and the life I have given to myself!

I truly hope that those who have a Vendetta against me, can with courage keep it in the past and move on! It is the best way to move on, just forgive and forget! But, I am learning that humanity has a difficult time in doing that! That's ok, I will do my best to not make it difficult! I am here and you are there, what's so difficult about it? Unless you are obsessed, than I suggest mental and emotional help unto you! !!!!

Take care, and many blessings unto you! .... I wish the very best for the future of this world and humanity! I care deeply and that much for this earth and I meditate often to the universe!
Humanity lives to learn and I learn from Humanity! May the world find love, peace, unity, and harmony! I shall express it deeply in such a divine way !!!

--- The one and only, Divinity ---

My Book -

Mon, 17 Dec 2007 21:21:53 -0500

Hello, I wanted to say that I have re-created my book to a theme. It is basically a poetic version of my life novel of my poems I have written through out my life. So, I have finally got it put together to be even better!

Also, I shall keep you posted on my next book. Shall hopefully ready soon for publishing. Stay tuned for the latest and greatest ...

Check out my storefont if you want to check out my book(s) ...

CLICK HERE to view it

Thanks !!! Peace and Divine Love!

Stay Tuned ...

Wed, 18 Jul 2007 20:54:02 -0400

I'm currently working on my next book of poems. Please check out my storefront that has my recently published books there, which is linked on my website here, please click on "My Published Literature" which is to the left .. thank!! . ...

I'll be keeping you posted on when my next book will be available. I am working on having it available by December of this year ...